Monday, September 19, 2005

Time to go............



This will probably be my last post from this table, in this place. I am leaving Peace River with the promise of a better life in Toronto. I will still be posting from time to time but I just wanted to post one last time from my lil spot here in the Mighty Peace. I have met so many outgoing people out here since I arrived here in June 2001. I will miss my best friend Louise and her family the most. They have accepted me as part of their family and have continued to show me care and support even in hard times. It's always a drag to leave places n people behind but it is a life I am used to as many will tell you. Although being a free spirit such as I am can be great it also has its draw backs. I am certain that one day I will settle down and be happy again. But not today!.........I wanted to give a shout out to my friend Anita as well. Hiya Anitaaaaaaa!!!!! She is always nagging me to post and I never seem to have time to do that so here ya go!!!!! I would also like to say goodbye to all my friends here in Peace River. You will all be missed terribly. I do plan to cme back one day but you all will be missed in the mean time. Louise............ Huggs to you. You had better stay in touch!!!!!!!! I know where you live!!!!!! Well enough about that I just wanted to pay tribute to the many people here in Alberta who have touched my life. You know who you are and you will me remebered with the fondest of thoughts. As I said I will be back on day soon but I will miss you all in the mean time......................To answer a few questions about why I am going back?.............My ex wife, over the years since she packed up and left has made it impossible to see my children. Women have all the power that way and it sucks. I refused to let her use them as weapons any longer so I came out here. Well I havent seen them since they were 7 n 4...........This haunts me each n every day. So I decided that I would return home and try to establish contact with them. I hope things have changed for my ex wife who seems to blame every misfortube in her life on me. The only thing I was ever guilty of was loving her. SO! There ya have it!!!!!!!!!! .................... Denise is now 12, Adam is 9..........yep thats them!!!!!